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Camp December 17, 2007

Filed under: Uncategorized — triology @ 2:09 pm

Funny how I felt as though I learnt more in the past week than the entire year. Generally, I feel as though I have changed greatly but in certain ways I have remained stubbornly the same. I can say that I feel disappointed in myself for not allowing myself to be changed but I look to the bright side and rejoice at the changes that have been made.  I am not sure if Jamie noticed the difference at all, but I sure did!

My greatest takeaway was on the goals in my life and I feel like crap when I think about it. I was heading in the wrong direction the whole time and doing nothing about it. I feel so guilty about feeling conceited and vain. Unfortunately, my beauty is only skin deep. I desire for so much more…

 

December 17, 2007

Filed under: Uncategorized — triology @ 4:06 am

Funny how I did so many things that I had never done before this holiday, one of which was not sleeping for 34h straight. Honestly I don’t know how I managed to do that. At the 30th hour I was feeling really dizzy and I had a great desire for my bed. Fortunately, there was sugar that allowed me to stay up for a few more hours. Afterwards I came home and I slept for 16 hours straight. I think sometimes I scare myself too much