Valentine’s Day February 10, 2007

It is only four more days to that day and I am feeling especially anxious. I have been thinking about what to give to my peers and who to give to.

I have already decided on the candy and chocolate, but who to give these goodies to is more difficult to decide. I want to give to those who were good to me in the past year, but I am not certain of what they would think of me or I might give them the wrong idea.

I will give the stuff to them anyway because everyone needs a gift to cheer them up, especially during this stressful sec 4 year. It’s a form of thanks, in a way, since I have not gathered enough courage to thank them straight. It would be awkward to thank someone out of the blue, so I will grab the opportunity to thank them this way.

Valentine’s Day is a day to show my appreciation and love to those I care for and I will not let the chance to thank them pass me by.

My new favourite song is Fall to Pieces by Krystal Meyers. I like to think that God is with me in everything that I do and when I try doing things on my own, everything simply falls to pieces. It is only through our weaknesses that we learn to trust and depend on him completely.

“And he has said to me,’ My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is perfected in weakness.’ Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ will dwell in me.”

2 Corinthians 12:9

Fall to Pieces

All the twisted lies and
All the empty promises that let me down
All this time I’ve compromised
And tried to find the easy way out

I’m letting go of all I’ve known
I never thought I’d say
“There’s gotta be a better way”

~Chorus~
When everything around me
Falls to pieces
I’ve got something more in my life
When I’m broken I see
Only you complete me
Yeah without you by my side
I fall to pieces every time

All my hopes and dreams and
All my selfish plans that crumbled in my hands
Made me realize I’ve gotta trust in something
Bigger than I am

I’m standing strong when all goes wrong
It’s gonna be OK
I’ve finally found a better way

~Chorus~

A flower that’s fading
Disintegrating
You’re patiently waiting for me

~Chorus~ (x2)

I don’t care what they will think of me, I will thank them anyway.